Another Day In Computer tech

Sometimes I got to wonder how truthful people are. I look at people online who draw thing and they say their average and they look amazing to me. My only conclusion can be i'm below average. I guess that means I should just work harder on my talents. Well really the real conclusion would be to take a real class on drawing on such but is it really worth it to me? I think it is but in reality it's not the smart thing to be doing. What good will being a good artist do for the future in me. Doubtful I'm good enough to earn any money off of it. You always could say that I don't know what I am going to do yet, so I should figure it out so I won't be waisting time. Hmm, the "BHS News" is on, and they just said that there is a job shadow fair. I suppose I could do that and see what some peoples jobs are and see what I would like. For you poor souls that are trying to read my blog you can just ignore these weird random post. I'm just putting my thoughts down into words. Besides that's what I find a blog for, it's a big "clog" of thoughts in my case. Argh, got to go.

HEY HEY!

Wow christmas was amazing and since your all down here you probably won't be checking this but! For James and others that have commented their a little lost at the top right part of my posts their is a link list for my chapters and their parts. Ummmm, it won't exactly let me put it in order but they are all labeled. So I hope that is good enough I might write the 2nd part of the 2nd chapter tomorrow!

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas FAM! I'm so excited to see you all! I'm sorry about not posting lately but life has seemed crazy. But I promise I'll post over Christmas brake which is actually kind of lame because all of you will be here anyways lol! By the way I just finished the first 2 books, the only ones that are out, of the Looking Glass Wars. I am pretty sure it's a trilogy. WAY GOOD THOUGH! I recommend anyone to reading it. OH by the way just real quick to say. You know how I made Kronos' older sister, and only sister, Haiku sound like a nice loving person. She does have a bit of a violent side like all the Peayn family. More so she can lose her temper for easily. Any ways Merry Christmas to all I LUVETH YOU ALL!

Just Keeping you up to date

 Well, I am in St. George right now. And it is very fun. Grandma is as loving as ever and the 2 dogs are funny. I actually didn't mind the car drive. For some reason it really didn't seem that long. Also my book. I am thinking very hard on it. Making sure everything is perfect and planned out before I actually write it out. Jack suggested me to write down my outline so I could keep everything straight. Oh well, I am going to tell you a few changes right now just to show you I am thinking about the book. For one, Kronoss' last name is now Paeyn instead of Peyn. I have made a proper system of magic that explains how magic works. My main bad guy now has a goal and personalty. There is more families besides the Paeyn family. Like the Muirs. Or the Elverantors. All of them, also I have made a lead lead bad guy. And a leader of the good force. And a teacher for Kronos. Also I have made parents for Kronos. The setting of everything. Well please keep reading and commenting. I love you all!!!

Darkness Falls, A new light shines

I don't know if the title actually really tells you very much about this post! I just liked the sound of it a lot! Well I don't know if anyone else has noticed but Joni and Matt have been having some problems and I feel very distraught about the whole thing! Because, I always want to be able to help and I really just can not! All I can do is pray and love! That is all about I can do and it makes me feel so useless! I hope my prayers for Joni will forever help her! If Joni ever does read this I want her to know I love her with all my heart and always want her to do the right thing!
Well moving along! A new and exciting thing has happened! I have taken my first piano lessons! Let me tell you those crazy hooligans who know everything about piano think about stuff that I wouldn't even imagine about thinking about! Like how you flippin hit the keys! Don't go down on the keys go into the keys gives you better sound quality! Pish Posh! This is going to take a lot of getting use to! Already I am starting to think the whole thing was an bad idea!
Also it is terrible horrible because Chapmans left! This house is so boring now! I don't have baby Einstein to watch anymore! Or Sophie to watch anymore for that matter! Or a Dan to play War Craft 3 with! Or A Jessica to talk to! So horribly boring again! I wish you guys would come back and stay! I miss you all so much! Although every time your here I usually abuse the fact your here and go off and play with some toy! Hmph! Never AGAIN!!!! Well anyhow got to go to bed love you all please comment!

Grammar, and Odd thoughts

The curious things of life and the strange ways it works….. First of all I would like to say sorry about the grammar mistakes… Meaning now thinking about it the reason I make so many grammar mistakes is I think faster than I type. So when I think a sentence I have not actually typed the sentence. And sometimes these sentences can make a whole lot of a difference! So if there is something you do not understand. Just tell me and a comment and I will fix it. Also I was thinking about some other strange things. I do not know what you crazy people think of when you think of opposites. Personally I refer it to the opposite side of the spectrum. Woops, mom you might want to re read this! Because I forgot to explain my opposite side of the spectrum! This is really confusing because, all the word move behind it! Well anyhow, what I mean is if, this is a matter of opinion don't take it personally just example, we were on the opposite of the spectrum some body that was mean like..... I don't know, would now be a really nice person. See what I am saying. Well I hope that sums that up! I have always wondered if it would be a better or worst place. Is there more good or evil in the world right now. I came to the conclusion that probably it would be the same OVERALL! Because, now obviously the people that were good now would be bad visa versa! So they are equal in power right now! There is as much good as there is evil! Yet if it is that way than personally I think there is just as much evil as there is good right now. Put it in the way of where ever there is light it cast a shadow. Well if you think of it back wards of how it is here. When the day ends is when the shadow is smallest. Yet when it gets farther along the day it just stretches out more and more! Well right now we are about afternoon, in the summer. Your shadow is just about your height! I know this is a strange thought but, hey I am a strange person! It’s your fault for reading this blog if you are creeped out! But, I am sure you will love it right J! Well thank you for reading and, if you would please comment! Sorry about the sun idea I just thought it was brilliant you do not have to get it! It is just basically a way of saying as time pases the dark side of Earth is growing tell the 2nd coming! Anyhow mom you might want to comment again love you all!